Journal

Nisi Dominus Frustra 1/7/20 – Gift of discernment

by | Jul 1, 2020 | Prayer

Make me an influencer for peace. When I experience any emotional abuse, help me shake it off like a wet dog. God please guide me. Teach me the shortest route to maturity and exempt me from all negative impact. Bless me the gift of discernment and impact.

Nisi Dominus Frustra 6/29/20 – Show up in my life daily

by | Jun 29, 2020 | Prayer

Prayer Journal 6/29/20 Dear God, I feel loved. Thank You for answering my prayers so instantly, on a daily basis. It is beyond words what a great blessing it is to be in Your hands, and this is a first - although I was under Your benevolent care all these colourful...

Nisi Dominus Frustra 6/28/20 – Make me prosper

by | Jun 28, 2020 | Prayer

Prayer Journal 6/28/20 Dear Father, A simple prayer today, but it is ever so important that I achieve my secular goals so I may be a shining beacon for you. Reward me with a fruitful life, dear Lord. Matthew 13:23 But the seed falling on good soil refers to someone...

Nisi Dominus Frustra 6/27/20 – Avoid mimicry, false persuasion

by | Jun 27, 2020 | Prayer

Prayer Journal 6/27/20 Dear God, Help this world communicate clearly and simply. Avoid all mimicry and false persuasion. I want to pray for the world to be less confused. What humanity needs right now, is clarity. Tremendous, unmistakable clarity. Shine Your light...

Nisi Dominus Frustra 6/26/20 – Requests from an obedient heart

by | Jun 26, 2020 | Prayer

Prayer Journal 6/26/20 Dear Father, I trust You are refining me everyday, with every trial thrown my way. Why do I have to be chosen? Is life easier for someone who is less awakened? Can life be simpler as someone who is oblivious? I truly wonder. My understanding...

Nisi Dominus Frustra 6/23/20 – Send me good help

by | Jun 23, 2020 | Prayer

Prayer Journal 6/23/20 Dear Father! Send me good help and remove the lukewarm assistance I have been receiving. Replace my surrounding personnels or their attitudes. I trust You will choose the best angels to rally around me. Protect me too from preying opportunists....

Nisi Dominus Frustra 6/22/20 – Change, Connection, Power

by | Jun 22, 2020 | Prayer

Give me Power where my vulnerability, honesty, transparency, authenticity, would serve Your purpose. I want to help people more effectively. Help me handle my personal power and bind it with an unmistakable grace that will tell the world that I belong to You. Put power in my existing credibility, so I build my leadership to help the world. Make me strong in faith so I do not bring out the worst in others. Bestow me the power to walk away from toxic patterns and relationships. I promise to give all my human powers to serve you, every ounce of it. I have been blessed with your unparalleled favours, teach me to use these powers effectively.

Nisi Dominus Frustra 6/9/20 – Gift me a Godly life

by | Jun 9, 2020 | Prayer

Prayer Journal 6/9/20 Dear Father, Before I take flight each day, I developed the habit to set my daily intentions. To have each domino piece of my day falling in the right direction; to acknowledge Your presence in my life and my dependence on You; and for You to set...

Nisi Dominus Frustra 6/4/20 – Hello Satan!

by | Jun 4, 2020 | Prayer

Small little explosions of milestones happened each year. They looked significant when it happened, You told me over time that those were just the peripheral elements of a greater vision. A vision I do not have privy to, but the jigsaws are fitting together. Every month for many years, I get affirmation from the media too. When I was on top of the world, I was begrudged to mistake that the might was mine. But the real deal hasn’t even taken place yet. It is time to return the credit to You. I am humbled by this sudden realisation. The glory is yours.

Nisi Dominus Frustra 5/30/20 – There is only one way

by | May 30, 2020 | Prayer

Give me resolve to walk in Your ways, and Your ways only. Why do I emphasise that? I emphasize because it is so easy for our ego to slip in an undetected subconscious, like a thief in the night. Help me disregard my own voice over Yours, help me detect when my ego is screaming for activation..

Nisi Dominus Frustra 5/29/20 – Not everybody believes in You

by | May 29, 2020 | Prayer

Prayer Journal 5/29/20 Dear God, Not everybody believes in You, but I do notice that some people have a connection to some divine source in one way or another. I can understand this and it doesn’t feel like a negative thing. They embody joy & peace...

Nisi Dominus Frustra 5/27/20 – I want to be on Your side

by | May 27, 2020 | Prayer

I want to grow in Your fullness. I want to return to Your purity. I am not good at anything without You in my life. I was not aware You were with me all along, often mistaking Your greatness as my ego. I didn’t realise the good things that you placed in front of me until now.

Nisi Dominus Frustra 5/25/20 – Forgive the Christian hater please

by | May 25, 2020 | Prayer

I believe in You, I don’t believe in the large majority of Christians. There is nothing is wrong with my relationship with You. I know I am closer to You than many raving Christians. And here you are. You gave me a new breakthrough yet again, this feels as big as the one I had 20 years ago when my life completely..